[At least what Yoimiya has experienced pales in comparison to the terrible deed he just committed. He'll be glad for that, she doesn't need to go through the trauma of murdering someone...he's pretty sure that would weigh on her soul a lot harder than this is going to weigh on his, though Tartaglia is more than just disturbed by it. Imagine how she would take it. He doesn't want to think about that.
He lets out a small little heh at the fact that his is the most extreme case, and that's definitely a way to put it. Shoving his free hand in his pocket, he looks down at the ground, shoulders rising and falling heavily with a sigh.]
Let's hope I'm the only one.
[Childe is definitely far from the only person in the city with a shift that takes on a form of a predator of some sort. He's definitely, definitely going to the library, seeking out Palamedes, and doing some research on his own insect (and hopefully discovering what else he's combined with.)]
Don't fret too much for me, Yoimiya. I'll be fine.
[His pace slows so he can look at her when he says it, knowing she's probably worried, and he hates the idea of having her worry about him.]
[ To the stars above she sure hopes it doesn't happen again. It breaks her soul to think about Tartaglia suffering alone but at the same time, she doesn't wish for another innocent to lose their life. This situation is so unfair for everyone involved and her already uncertainty about the Patho-Gen only grows. ]
I can't make any promises. It's hard not to worry about someone I care about...
[ Despite that her face is full of worry, the one assurance is that she truly cares for her friend, from the bottom of her heart. Yoimiya is resolved in staying by his side, even if it puts her at risk. ]
If you need someone to keep an eye on you, I truly don't mind staying with you for the night.
[Telling her not to worry definitely didn't help. Yoimiya doesn't know him like his family does or even the Traveler...so that belief in him doesn't really exist. He gets it, he hasn't had the chance to prove himself to her and what just happened was a pretty big demerit on his record.]
It means a lot to know that you're worried. I'm honestly flattered.
[It's hard, but he cracks a smile at her to at least try to assuage her worries, though he's sure it won't help much.]
But, even if you may be the one person who isn't at risk, who knows what might happen if things get heated between us...
[The last thing he wants is to get in bed with her and wake up to that realization. That would be awful...]
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[ In a way, she's flattered to hear that she's the one person who isn't at risk of his Natural Soul going haywire. Still, her logical side is telling her to back off, that it would be wise not to put herself in harm's way. But... even so, Yoimiya just can't bring herself to leave his side, the thought of him suffering all alone, locked up in a room is gut wrenching. ]
I know... I know this will be a huge gamble for the both of us but I don't think I'll be able to sleep with the knowledge you're going through it on your own.
[ With their hands still joined, she gives him a gentle squeeze to affirm she's not scared of him. ]
But... if you're sure about this, I won't press you too much.
[Yoimiya's compassionate honesty warms his heart a little, not really used to receiving any kind of empathy from anyone outside of his family. Even friends are still wary of him, if only because of his position, so he doesn't take this for granted. He doesn't require or seek it out of course, but for someone to offer their genuine concern for him like this so freely, he can't let her down.]
I promise I'll be alright. I can't risk your safety by letting you stay with me. Heh, there isn't even enough room for two people in there anyway.
[He could sleep on the floor and she could take his bed, but that sounds terrible, especially when he shouldn't be putting Yoimiya in that position anyway.]
I'll keep in touch with you, okay? So you know that I'm doing alright. I doubt I'll be able to sleep much anyway, so if you don't mind a few text messages at random periods of the night...
[Dinking around on his Syntrofos would probably eventually bore him to sleep, at least.]
[ When he puts it like that... who is she to keep pressing the matter? So, despite still being worried, she's assured in his promise. Tartaglia might be a Fatui Harbinger but he's also a man who takes his promises to heart. If he says he'll be okay, then she has no reason to doubt him. His genuine care and concern over her safety touches her heart. Most people might find it hard to believe a Harbinger can have compassion but he's different, she knows there's more to him than his alliances.
And since he's her friend, the best thing she can do for Tartaglia is believe in him. ]
Yes, I don't mind at all. Please text me as much as you want. I can't see myself falling asleep either so a distraction will be nice.
[ This will give her a chance to get used to the Syntrofos so this will be a win/win. Knowing her blabber mouth, she might have it in her to text Tartaglia enough to the point he gets drowsy. ]
But if you feel uneasy or just need someone. Don't hesitate to ask me, okay? I'll come running to you.
[Tartaglia looks down at their joined hands, finally allowing that peaceful, relaxing feeling that comes from imprinting on each other flood his senses, having held it back in the face of the horror and reality he's living in now. The stress of it all still lingers, but at least knowing that she's there for him is enough where he can let the tension out from his body at least a little, tugging on her hand to beckon her closer to him as he slows to a stop on the sidewalk.]
Thank you, Yoimiya.
[Wrapping his free arm around her, he presses himself in for a hug, letting his head drape over her shoulder as he closes his eyes. The journey will be long and hard if this is already the kinds of tribulations they'd have to face with their new powers, in addition to the dangerous world around them. Childe can only be thankful that it seems he won't have to face it completely alone, as he's so used to doing.]
It means a lot, truly. I feel a bit better knowing you're standing beside me.
It's a simple phrase and yet she can feel her heart beating a little harder at his sincere gratitude. She's about ready to express her feelings but before words even get a chance to leave her lips, she's met with the warmth of Ajax's strong arms enveloping her. Yoimiya stood there in silence, surprised by the sudden sweet gesture, she truly hadn't expected him to pull her into a hug. She's used to showering others with affection, this is the first time someone has ever gotten the jump on her in the form of a hug.
But... she's happy, she's over the moon that he's willing to rely on her. She feels the bond of their imprint flowing through her and for the time since she's arrived here, Yoimiya is truly at peace. She wastes no time leaning into his warmth, pulling him into a tight hug as if to remind him of her resolve. Her head rests into the crook of his neck to soak in their bond. They've got a long road ahead of them, and even though she's still uncertain, his embrace gives her an enduring sense of reassurance that he really will be okay.
Tartaglia is strong both physically and spiritually. If there's anyone who can fight off their Natural Soul, she has a feeling he's the man to do it. ]
I'm truly happy to hear that. I promise I won't ever leave your side. So be prepared because you're gonna have to deal with Naganohara Yoimiya for the foreseeable future, hahaha.
[It won't be an easy night, that's for sure. When he gets back, he'll go inside of his small room, probably find it hard to eat anything, and just try to lie down with his thoughts and do his best to process everything that happened today. But hearing that upbeat attitude with her bubbly personality definitely helps to make things just a little bit more easy on him.
Maybe that's a clue to why it was so easy for him to imprint on her from before, as she leans into him and nuzzles into the crook of his neck. She fits perfectly there in his arms, and for a second he swears he can feel that bond born of their special constitutions grow a little deeper. Not only that, but even if imprinting didn't exist, he feels like their relationship has grown in spite of the day's horrors.]
Haha...you make it sound like that's some sort of bad thing.
[With a little squeeze, he lets her go and stands back up to his full height, now managing a semblance of the same warm smile he wears from time to time in rare moments of quiet.]
You went through a lot today too, so make sure you're also taking care of yourself, okay? If there's anything you need, don't be afraid to call me. You know I'll be right there.
[ In spite of everything, listening to his laugh is a miracle in itself. That he's able to still smile is a good sign, she can't even begin to fathom the awful feelings stirring inside Tartaglia. Most people would probably break down but not him. After today's events, she's beginning to realize Tartaglia's strength is more than just his fighting prowess, the fact that he's still able to keep going is a testament to his capabilities.
He truly is an amazing man... she just hopes he doesn't push himself too hard.
For all her worries, Yoimiya never once thought about her own feelings on the matter. In her eyes, Tartaglia is the one who is suffering the most between the two of them and yet, he's still being selfless in the way he shows care and concern for her. He might call himself a bad guy but she doesn't see him as one and tonight, she's got to see him as more than just a Fatui Harbinger. She'd like to say it's nothing she can't handle but the truth of the matter is, this is uncharted waters for both of them. But even so, Tartaglia's presence makes this place much more bearable. ]
Thank you, I appreciate that a lot. Goodnight Tartaglia. Please don't forget to take care of yourself as well.
[ Her voice is soft and sweet as she gives him a gentle squeeze on the arm before turning in the direction of her room. Tonight, she's reminded that for all the good in the world, horrible things can happen when you least expect it. It will be hard to shake the horrific images out of her head and Yoimiya isn't sure if she'll ever be truly okay. But if there's one glimmer of light in the dark, it's that this tragic event brought their hearts together and deepened their bond. For that, she feels as though they've grown closer. ]
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He lets out a small little heh at the fact that his is the most extreme case, and that's definitely a way to put it. Shoving his free hand in his pocket, he looks down at the ground, shoulders rising and falling heavily with a sigh.]
Let's hope I'm the only one.
[Childe is definitely far from the only person in the city with a shift that takes on a form of a predator of some sort. He's definitely, definitely going to the library, seeking out Palamedes, and doing some research on his own insect (and hopefully discovering what else he's combined with.)]
Don't fret too much for me, Yoimiya. I'll be fine.
[His pace slows so he can look at her when he says it, knowing she's probably worried, and he hates the idea of having her worry about him.]
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I can't make any promises. It's hard not to worry about someone I care about...
[ Despite that her face is full of worry, the one assurance
is that she truly cares for her friend, from the bottom of her heart. Yoimiya is resolved in staying by his side, even if it puts her at risk. ]
If you need someone to keep an eye on you, I truly don't mind staying with you for the night.
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It means a lot to know that you're worried. I'm honestly flattered.
[It's hard, but he cracks a smile at her to at least try to assuage her worries, though he's sure it won't help much.]
But, even if you may be the one person who isn't at risk, who knows what might happen if things get heated between us...
[The last thing he wants is to get in bed with her and wake up to that realization. That would be awful...]
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I know... I know this will be a huge gamble for the both of us but I don't think I'll be able to sleep with the knowledge you're going through it on your own.
[ With their hands still joined, she gives him a gentle squeeze to affirm she's not scared of him. ]
But... if you're sure about this, I won't press you too much.
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I promise I'll be alright. I can't risk your safety by letting you stay with me. Heh, there isn't even enough room for two people in there anyway.
[He could sleep on the floor and she could take his bed, but that sounds terrible, especially when he shouldn't be putting Yoimiya in that position anyway.]
I'll keep in touch with you, okay? So you know that I'm doing alright. I doubt I'll be able to sleep much anyway, so if you don't mind a few text messages at random periods of the night...
[Dinking around on his Syntrofos would probably eventually bore him to sleep, at least.]
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And since he's her friend, the best thing she can do for Tartaglia is believe in him. ]
Yes, I don't mind at all. Please text me as much as you want. I can't see myself falling asleep either so a distraction will be nice.
[ This will give her a chance to get used to the Syntrofos so this will be a win/win. Knowing her blabber mouth, she might have it in her to text Tartaglia enough to the point he gets drowsy. ]
But if you feel uneasy or just need someone. Don't hesitate to ask me, okay? I'll come running to you.
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[Tartaglia looks down at their joined hands, finally allowing that peaceful, relaxing feeling that comes from imprinting on each other flood his senses, having held it back in the face of the horror and reality he's living in now. The stress of it all still lingers, but at least knowing that she's there for him is enough where he can let the tension out from his body at least a little, tugging on her hand to beckon her closer to him as he slows to a stop on the sidewalk.]
Thank you, Yoimiya.
[Wrapping his free arm around her, he presses himself in for a hug, letting his head drape over her shoulder as he closes his eyes. The journey will be long and hard if this is already the kinds of tribulations they'd have to face with their new powers, in addition to the dangerous world around them. Childe can only be thankful that it seems he won't have to face it completely alone, as he's so used to doing.]
It means a lot, truly. I feel a bit better knowing you're standing beside me.
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It's a simple phrase and yet she can feel her heart beating a little harder at his sincere gratitude. She's about ready to express her feelings but before words even get a chance to leave her lips, she's met with the warmth of Ajax's strong arms enveloping her. Yoimiya stood there in silence, surprised by the sudden sweet gesture, she truly hadn't expected him to pull her into a hug. She's used to showering others with affection, this is the first time someone has ever gotten the jump on her in the form of a hug.
But... she's happy, she's over the moon that he's willing to rely on her. She feels the bond of their imprint flowing through her and for the time since she's arrived here, Yoimiya is truly at peace. She wastes no time leaning into his warmth, pulling him into a tight hug as if to remind him of her resolve. Her head rests into the crook of his neck to soak in their bond. They've got a long road ahead of them, and even though she's still uncertain, his embrace gives her an enduring sense of reassurance that he really will be okay.
Tartaglia is strong both physically and spiritually. If there's anyone who can fight off their Natural Soul, she has a feeling he's the man to do it. ]
I'm truly happy to hear that. I promise I won't ever leave your side. So be prepared because you're gonna have to deal with Naganohara Yoimiya for the foreseeable future, hahaha.
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Maybe that's a clue to why it was so easy for him to imprint on her from before, as she leans into him and nuzzles into the crook of his neck. She fits perfectly there in his arms, and for a second he swears he can feel that bond born of their special constitutions grow a little deeper. Not only that, but even if imprinting didn't exist, he feels like their relationship has grown in spite of the day's horrors.]
Haha...you make it sound like that's some sort of bad thing.
[With a little squeeze, he lets her go and stands back up to his full height, now managing a semblance of the same warm smile he wears from time to time in rare moments of quiet.]
You went through a lot today too, so make sure you're also taking care of yourself, okay? If there's anything you need, don't be afraid to call me. You know I'll be right there.
🎀
He truly is an amazing man... she just hopes he doesn't push himself too hard.
For all her worries, Yoimiya never once thought about her own feelings on the matter. In her eyes, Tartaglia is the one who is suffering the most between the two of them and yet, he's still being selfless in the way he shows care and concern for her. He might call himself a bad guy but she doesn't see him as one and tonight, she's got to see him as more than just a Fatui Harbinger. She'd like to say it's nothing she can't handle but the truth of the matter is, this is uncharted waters for both of them. But even so, Tartaglia's presence makes this place much more bearable. ]
Thank you, I appreciate that a lot. Goodnight Tartaglia. Please don't forget to take care of yourself as well.
[ Her voice is soft and sweet as she gives him a gentle squeeze on the arm before turning in the direction of her room. Tonight, she's reminded that for all the good in the world, horrible things can happen when you least expect it. It will be hard to shake the horrific images out of her head and Yoimiya isn't sure if she'll ever be truly okay. But if there's one glimmer of light in the dark, it's that this tragic event brought their hearts together and deepened their bond. For that, she feels as though they've grown closer. ]